You selfish child. All you care about are things and yourself, rather than how your actions have affected others. You have no regard or compassion for anyone but yourself. You take no accountability for your own actions; rather, you place the blame on everyone else and act like you're the victim. You ignore your problems hoping they'll go away, rather than confronting them, and resolving them. Running away accomplishes nothing. And everyone lets you get away with it. Nobody makes you see just what it is that you are doing. You're hurting people, pushing them away from you, while you sit and wonder why. You don't ask, you don't communicate. You need to grow up, and take a long hard look at yourself, before you end up pushing everyone away from you. Start taking responsibility for your own actions. It's too late to fix the bridges you have burned. You got what you wanted. I hope that comforts you.