Another one of THOSE days.

I just can't win.  I have one good, or at least decent, day, and then the next day turns out horrible.  Ok, so not horrible, but I feel "meh" today.  I feel like I'm stuck.  I feel like we're running out of time, even though it's only been 2 weeks now.  Or close enough.  I don't know.  I just feel like crying today.  Again.  For the millionth time.  I just want to feel like myself again.  I just want my family back together again, more than anything.